Is it you

by Cassie

I hope I find you soon! :] I hope your the one for me…:]

I’m looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I’m looking for someone who won’t pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I’m looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I’m looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I’ve been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I’m looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who’s heart is right
And I’m looking for someone

And I’m looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I’m looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I’ve been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I’m there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn’t afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

if you want to hear the song! Just click this link —>cassie – is it you.mp3

*this picture is from our marian voice. I just grabbed it from allen. And it’s not my hands.lol.*

私の側面によって永久にとどまって下さい

Please stay by my side forever

I didn’t realize that I was falling for him, it just happen. I never thought that LOVE would be this great yet complicated. My friend once asked me, “zar, anong nagustuhan mo sa kanya?“

I really don’t know what to say… I just answered,

“basta. Kapag nakikita ko siya, napapangiti ako. Kapag kinakausap niya ko o nginingitian, naghihina ako at kapag may nalilink sa kanyang babae sa school, nasasaktan ako. gets? hindi mo talaga ma eexplain kung pano mo nagustuhan ang isa tao, mararamdam mo lang yung magic.”

The truth is, I don’t like him… I already LOVE him. But I know that’s impossible for him to like me.

His heart beats for someone else and it’s not me, it will never be me…

In his heart, I will always be a friend.

If he’s happy, I’m also happy. God knows how much I wanted to confess my love for him but knowing that he has someone he really likes, I don’t want to lose him if he knew that I love him.

Right now, I’m contented to be by his side, as a friend. :]

for the one I love:

私は既にあなたの愛を望むことに疲れている決して私を愛しないことを知るためにので私が誰か他の人を見つけることを望み、傷つきます。 何を知っていますか。 私は既に長い間待っていました。 私はそれが進む私のための正しい時であることを考えます。

At first, I wasn’t really an avid fan of jdramas, kdramas or anything to do with that stuff, if you know what I mean. I am more into animes and I do love to read mangas. But when it comes to Asian dramas, I was more of a “yeah-whatever” type of person when my classmates would talk about this and that regarding some hot Asian guy they saw on TV. Now. Well… I admit that I am very head over heels in watching Korean, Japanese & Taiwanese dramas or movies and I LOVE the Kawaii-ness of the Asian men of the different dramas and the plot of their stories is a major factor why people would actually crave for it. And I also started to love korea, taiwan and japan’s music and culture! :]

Honestly, I am one of the million people who crave for it. :]

As an avid fan of Asian dramas, I cannot stop myself to love these Asian celebrities! Kyaaa! Hahaha. Check it out people! :]

And…. my newfound “ultimate hotties” Kibum, Koikei Teppei and Kim Hyun Joong! Kyaaa!

*well, that’s for now…I’ll be busy watching Asian dramas! If obsession is toxic, i have been long DEAD! lol.*

well, CHICOSCI is one of my fave local band, and Miggy Chavez was my ex-crush! hahah. so long for my feelings for him and hello to my new crush, MONG!!! ohmegahdd. he was sooo cute! hahah. Hmmm, I think that you’re starving for details ayt? well, i can’t say much, for the fact that I wasn’t involved in the conversation that happened in the candy chit chat…hahah. I was busy pressing the PrtSc plus Ctrl + V for the screenshots/snapshots of miggy and mong in the candy cam…lol. besides, I was already happy upon seeing them. :] And MONG was totally KAWAII while eating his PIZZA! i suddenly want to have a bite! hahah.

sooo, i really thank CANDY! gracias! 1000 kisses for the staff of CANDY!

hmmm, i wonder who’s next????????? i hope it’s JAKE CUENCA or ENCHONG DEE… or maybe BOTH!*laughs*

if you happen to read this blog post of mine, and want more snapshots of miggy and mong, well, you might want to check it out in my multiply! just go to My Links, and you can see my multiply account —> :]

does it look like an animation? hahaha. i think so. I made these animation out of experimentation. I made it from Macromedia Fireworks and took me 2 to 3 hours to finish it. It’s quite good for a beginner like me! yipee! *laughs*

4 years of struggles mixed with fear, joy, tears and uncertainties have ended.

My Higschool Life ended in a painful way.

Not really, but it’s still hard for me to bid farewell to the ones who made a huge impact in my LIFE. And sad to say, I really don’t know what the future holds for me.

During my elementary days, I was never SAD; I was happy and never really had oh-so-serious problems.

Back then, I was carefree and didn’t think of what will I become in the near future. Back then, my life was all about having fun, doing what I want, and love the most. Back then, I didn’t feel too much pressure from my parents or my peers. And back then, I always wear I smile and always had a happy disposition in life.

Suddenly, everything changed. I was in highschool, and darn it.

In the first two years of my highschool life, I studied in a special science and technology class.

I admit that I had difficulty coping up with my studies and I was beginning to have too many frustrations. My grades are low and definitely, I was starting to feel like I am good at nothing. However, I really tried my best to maintain the happy side of me. Knowing I was starting to fail, I still managed to laugh with my friends and crack jokes to my classmates. Every single day, I would have to hide my sadness and force myself to be happy but I was becoming tired of pretending that everything is fine because the truth is…

I was starting to break into pieces. I failed in my studies and kicked out from my school and I don’t know if I can ever hold myself back.

I cried every single night and I just couldn’t stop the tears from falling. God knows how much I don’t want my parents to be disappointed. After two years at SSTC, I came back to my alma mater, SMAC.

My last 2 years of highschool was great. I met new friends and I am glad to say that I was regaining the old-happy-me. I started to miss my friends back in SSTC and the happy moments we have shared together.

Well, I encountered problems and difficulties while I am studying at SMAC but I didn’t feel that I am failing. My friends are always there to make me laugh and they made me feel that I am not alone. They always make me smile and never left me behind. :] Thanks to them, all of my loneliness and hate vanished. *poof* and I admit that I will really miss every single moment I have spent back at highschool, it may be a happy or sad experience still what matters most is what I have gained and what I have done to be successful right now. I graduated as with honors and I am proud to say that “whew! I really made it!”

Time really flies.

3 weeks ago, I was receiving my diploma with all pride and joy and now I am here in front of my laptop writing this blog and waiting for the next joyride of my life, college.
“WE BELIEVE WE CAN!” – seniors

hmmm, i really don’t know what to say…oh well! *laughs*

I HAVE A NEW BLOG! hooray! *clap clap*

…thinking…

well, while i’m writing this blog, i’m chatting with one of my best bud, rachel…

ahai.. my problema siya regarding with karen/krung, one of my best bud also.. well, hindi naman maiiwasan ang problems pagdating sa pagkakaibigan diba??

:[

i suddenly felt sad, knowing that me and my best buds will part ways.. :[
i really don't know what the future brings. Right now, all i know is that i'm MUST really do my very best in college. i just don't want to feel sorry for myself later on. i'm sooo tired of failures and i don't want my parents to be disappointed in me of God-only-knows-how-many-times already..

:]

I hope that there’s something GREAT waiting for me! *fingers crossed*